This is kind of a two-part post. It starts with continuing on (from my last post)…then it takes a turn in a very different direction. I will start with the couple we met.

Part 1

My boyfriend (Mr. Vanilla) and I had set up a date with a couple in hopes for mostly the female and I to be together. The four of us decided to meet for a drink at a lounge one evening.

It was actually a really good meet. We were all very chatty and got along well. We talked for a bit over a drink or two and then played a couple games of pool afterwards. It was a fun evening. After we left, my boyfriend and I went back to his place and discussed things. We both thought it all went well.

After that, she and I continued to chat online, along with her husband a bit here and there, in our group chat. Some of it was flirty, but a lot was lengthy messages with her and I just about general every day life things. We got along very well, so there was definitely potential there.

The physical attraction for me? Yes, I thought she was attractive, but I wasn’t sure how attracted I was to her. She was this amazing woman…attractive, sexy, kind, intelligent, great sense of humour, etc., but I just wasn’t sure if she was for me. Please don’t think I’m terrible, but the physical attraction just has to be there for me, even just a bit. I think it was there a bit, so I kept talking to her.

Part 2

Mr. Vanilla and I were evolving in our relationship. Yes, first the whole couples double date thing to seek a woman for me to be with, but then…he threw another curve ball at me. He wanted me to be with him and his best friend as a sub. Ummm…what?! So much for “Mr. Vanilla”.

After he brought it up the very first time, I asked him if he had ever done that type of thing before. He said, yes, with this best friend and an ex-girlfriend of his. She wasn’t a sub in the scenario though.

Okay, so that was good in my mind, because he had jealous tendencies with me so I knew if I did this, that it would likely be fine with him because he had done it before. Plus, it was his best friend, who I had met several times before and liked as a person. He was a really good guy and my boyfriend thought very highly of him too, so there was a certain comfort level there. Don’t get me wrong though, I was freaking out about doing this!

Now, many of you reading this may think “What’s the big deal about a threesome scenario?”. Simple…I don’t like attention on me. It makes me hella nervous! That being said, I was also turned on by the thought of it. Why? I liked the thought of my boyfriend sharing me with his friend. It was hot to me. It made me feel very submissive to obey him in doing this. Weird, I know…don’t judge.

So, we talked about this a lot after he first brought it up. I could tell it wasn’t going to be an issue on his end to “share” me, so I was warming up to the idea of it. He knew I was very nervous about doing it though, so I told him I would probably need some liquid courage (a.k.a. alcohol) the first time. I’m not a huge drinker but this, I was definitely going to require some alcohol in me!

So, there were times (after our talks about it, which, yes, he also talked to his BFF about) where he would have his best friend over for a few bevvies on a Friday evening. I would come over too, a bit later though, because I worked later than they did. I was always thinking in my head “Is this going to be the night?”. However, I thought it would be more of a planned thing, where I would know ahead of time.

I was wrong. To be continued…