It has been a while since my last post. I have had some readers ask for more so I knew it was time to continue my story…because there is definitely more to tell. I write this post with a heavy heart, so it might not be as happy-sounding as previous ones. I apologize for that. I have a loved one who is Read more…
If you haven’t read my last post, it might be best to read it first as this is a continuation. I left off by saying how wrong I was that I assumed this threesome of sorts was going to be a planned thing. It wasn’t. I shouldn’t say that actually. It might’ve been planned by Mr. Vanilla, but I sure did not Read more…
This is kind of a two-part post. It starts with continuing on (from my last post)…then it takes a turn in a very different direction. I will start with the couple we met. Part 1 My boyfriend (Mr. Vanilla) and I had set up a date with a couple in hopes for mostly the female and I to be together. The four Read more…
It’s been a long while since I’ve posted to continue my story. Or maybe you thought that was the end, where I hit my “rock bottom” in my last post, and that I just went out, got five cats and was done with men. I’d like to say it was that easy, but nope. As I mentioned at the end of that Read more…
I haven’t posted in a couple of weeks. There are two reasons for that. One, I have had a lot going on in that time, busy busy. Two, I have been dreading this particular story. As I mentioned at the end of my previous (Jake, The Ghost) post, this one is my very shameful, “hit rock bottom” experience in my submissive journey. Read more…
Some time went by after Jeremy before I went back to online dating again. Not a huge amount of time, but a little. I knew what I wanted and I was going to go after it for as long as it took to find it. What did I want? I wanted that dominant alpha male. I wanted the great sense of humour Read more…
*WARNING: There may be some content in this post that may bother some. Hey there! To recap from my last post, I delved into the female side of things with my curiosity on what it would be like to be with a woman. That was an epic fail on my end (okay, “epic fail” might be a little dramatic, but you know Read more…
I will start this post by promising that it won’t be a sad one like my last one. In fact, my last post will be the one and only truly sad one in my entire blog…at least up until now. I can’t predict the future after all (insert winky face here). I took my time away to heal. I gave myself the Read more…
This will, by far, be the most difficult post I will write in this blog. I have been dreading this one, but it’s part of my D/s story so I had to include it. I will warn you ahead of time though, this post is not about the sexual stuff at all. As I mentioned in my last post, Kyle’s and my Read more…
Mine and Kyle’s D/s relationship was…interesting. There have been three intense Doms in my life and he was definitely one of them. Side note: I do best with intense Doms; I thrive on their strict behaviour. So this wasn’t a bad thing. We always had very interesting sessions. They were always very lengthy, from 2-3 ½ hours. Yes, I was always very Read more…