There was never any real passion in my marriage. I didn’t realize that was such an important thing until I met Will. There was no lack of passion in our relationship whatsoever. It was intense, sometimes in a good way, sometimes not. What I mean by that is that we had a strong sexual/physical connection, but when we would argue, it would Read more…
Hello all you Doms and subs! I left off my previous post with saying that my third session with Master Chris would be my final one. I also told you that there had been another man I had been talking to from the day that I first met Master Chris in person. This changed everything for me, but in the beginning I Read more…
Master Chris was a very good first in-person experience for me as a sub. I could tell being a Dom was just naturally in him and I really liked that. I wouldn’t do well as a sub if that weren’t the case. I knew that about myself right from the get go. We continued on after our second session. It was all Read more…
*WARNING: There might be some content in this post that may bother some. Welcome back! I left my last post with me having to make what I viewed as a tough decision. Chris had set up our next meet at my place and wanted me to come to the door in my robe, but to be naked underneath. Now, let me explain Read more…
After a successful first meet with Chris (a.k.a. Master), I still had a lot to think about. It was a turn-on to me what had happened that day. It felt good. It felt natural to obey him. I thought about it almost constantly. BUT, it was also a confusing thing for me. There was part of me that felt kind of ashamed Read more…
*WARNING: There might be content in this post that may bother some. I left off my last post with a bit of a cliffhanger. To recap, I was out for coffee (which was actually tea) with my first in-person potential Dom, Chris. After he went through what he expected of me as his sub, he said “Let’s go…out to my car”. So Read more…
It was bittersweet to say goodbye to Dan. As I said in my last post, he had taught me so much and been so good to me. Unfortunately, because he lived so far away, there was only so much we could do, and it just became not enough. Although I’m actually glad I started this new life of mine out on Skype, Read more…
*WARNING: There might be content in this post that may bother some. In my previous post, I talked about my very first sub experience. It was with a man I will refer to as Dan (no real names here), and it was done over Skype. Dan was good to me in the sense that I could tell, even by text, that he Read more…
This came out of the blue. It kind of slapped me in the face, so to speak. As I said before, I had just re-entered the dating world, which was so new to me after 14 years of marriage. To recap, I had been on my first date with a man from an online dating website, but the chemistry didn’t end up Read more…
When I was first separated from my husband, we still lived together for a few more months. As I said, we got along well so it wasn’t a big deal. As I said before, our marriage was over way before it actually ended, so other than being sad for my kids, I wasn’t sad about losing him. I was actually relieved. I Read more…